Time to get some stuff down in my own little official diary..

 

I don't get pissed very often, but I did today. I don't know what happened... Most likely because I had been working my ass off on the project in school today and then worked out although I had zero energy to. I was gonna make a cake for the presentation tomorrow and I realized I was out of coco powder when I already gotten started and I completely lost it. You know when you just had it up to here and just can't take more? And you just need to let it all out? So I did, sobbing my eyes out: "I haven't studied a bit today", "I'm fat", "I'll fail the presentation tomorrow", "My cake will taste feet", "Everyone I know's going to Val T next week and I'm not", "My sisters have boyfriends and I don't"... You know what I'm talking about... 

 

However I got my fucking shit together and now I'm feeling great. I guess I just needed to let it all out in my own little diary... So sorry about that. But; my presentation will go great and the cake will taste amazing, I have a lovely trip to Stockholm coming up this weekend, I just worked out and my body feels great and I'm gonna watch an episode of beloved Suits. I appreciate my ability to GET MY FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER when needed - because hey, sometimes that's all you have to do.

 

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PUSSAR OCH KRAMAR PÅ ER and remember to keep smilin' folks,

 

MATILDA